I want to wake up really early, and sneak out with him. Take a walk. Be together when no one is watching.
I want to hold his hand so long that we start to sweat.
To look into his eyes and blush because he's looking at me, into my eyes....
Take a picture with us kissing...
To fall asleep on his shoulder, and then wake up with him next to me.
I want to look into his eyes, feel his breath on my lips before the touch.
I want to be with him...for hours, smiling, laughing, being happy, looking at each other, being together.
I don't care if you think this is cheesy.
What if I told you I wanted to do all this because I love him... it makes it even cheesier.
I want to go to a top of a hill... and scream that I love him...because I keep it in.
I don't understand why I am here. I don't understand why I am going to be there. I don't know why I am alive, and I definitely do not get why I am in love.
But I do know that it's right to think about it. And I know that it's right to love him.
I hope he reads this. I hope he will continue to read all of my posts.
And if you are reading this right now.... then hear me out and never forget.... what ever happens...
I love you.